this pinched nerve thing is getting more brutal by the day. it seems to not hurt as bad in the morning, but as the day wears on it gets worse. by the time night rolls around, it’s harsh. forget sleep. i don’t think i’ve had any good sleep in about three days. also, eating seems to make it worse, so i haven’t been doing much of that and i think i may give it up until i can get some resolution. it’s also making it quite difficult to look for a job, and i’m very tired of not working. the days get looong. especially when you’re broke and in pain.

i’m sorry, i guess i’m kind of wallowing in it today. hmm, lemme think of something positive…. still thinking……. still thinking…..

i’ll get back to you.

[update]

ok, ok, i thought of something and i feel really terrible that it took me so long to think of it. i guess i just had to get my head out of that mode. there are a lot of people around that really do genuinely care when things get rough. they say prayers and help you in any way you can. maybe i’m more fortunate in that area being a pastor’s kid. i’ve got a whole church behind me, and that’s pretty positive.